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[Lee71]

I know, @NatureLover . I just can't I'm sorry .

I do hope for a better nights sleep for you. 

[NatureLover]

You can't talk about it? Oh gosh, please don't be sorry, I only thought that you wanted to talk about it. 

Thanks for your really kind wishes, Lee  And the beautiful photos also. 

I'm hoping really hard that tonight is not an 'extreme' night for you. I feel that continuing to aim good thoughts and kind things your way can only do good...at least, it can't do any harm. Sending wishes for peace, hope and strength...and whatever you need to get through the night tonight. 

I look forward to talking to you tomorrow, @Lee71 

[Lee71]

@NatureLover  I wanted to talk about it,  needed to but it doesn't matter.

Hope you sleep well

[NatureLover]

<speaking very gently and respectfully> I think you might have to start talking to me earlier in the day, Lee...would that be possible? That's if you needed to talk to me about something, I mean. I know you're a night person, so you would be just winding up about now...but I would really like to be able to listen to what you need to talk about. I value our relationship and would like to be there for you, if I can. I just can't at this time of night, I'm sorry. 

For tonight, could you contact a Chat to talk about whatever it is you need to talk about tonight?

Sending you a warm, gentle hug @Lee71  

[Lee71]

@NatureLover  don't be sorry about doing what you need to  so you can take care of  yourself.

And don't worry about me I don't matter.

Just hope you're ok

[Lee71]

@Former-Member  just wondering if someone is around  tonight

[Lee71]

I'm guessing  no,  @Former-Member . T thanks anyway

[Lee71]

@NatureLover 

[NatureLover]

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@Lee71 wrote:

@NatureLover  don't be sorry about doing what you need to  so you can take care of  yourself.

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Thanks, I appreciate it 🙂  @Lee71 

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@Lee71 wrote:

And don't worry about me I don't matter.

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You do matter, a lot - you matter to me, and the other forumites here, and your doctor, and your therapist, and your brother and his kids...

I am OK, thanks - I had a better night. I'm sad to see you were still awake at 2.42am though...I really hope that after that you could get a few hours' sleep.

[Lee71]

@NatureLover  it was  long hard night.  Even tired to get a mod, but no one answered.  I didn't matter enough