At the moment I don't feel like continuing with the appointments @NatureLover and may cancel when the psychologist returns from leave (she doesn't have office support). And the appts are financially draining, although I'd tolerate that if they were worthwhile.
I rang a Helpline a couple of weeks ago when I was particularly fearful about losing the plot.
I don't think you should "accept your new chaotic lifestyle" when things are making you upset and unhappy. You were quite ill for quite a while and having bad asthma for such a long time would have been very debilitating. It's bound to take time to find your feet again especially with your ongoing MH challenges. Hopefully your psychologist today will be helpful and supportive and reassuring.
I'm feeling quite miserable at the moment but don't want it to be contagious so won't dwell on it.
The new forums layout is really hard to use on my mobile. I'll have to find a new way to approach it. I've started trying to find the threads I use most so I can mark them as favourites but otherwise I'll probably have to rely on email notifications. I don't think I'll be able to see and join in on new threads. I'll tag @tyme in case this counts as useful feedback.
Take care my friend and enjoy the day as best you can.
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