for those strange people who love rabbits

[Sparky79]

@Bunniekins Lol yeah you're probably right, there has to be feelings as well as lust for me to join energies with someone. But given all the hurt from the past I don't know if I can allow myself to be vulnerable with anyone again. I'm not sure if I can open myself up and trust again.

[Sparky79]

@Bunniekins I'm hurting, so I'm not going to chase them, I'll reply when they message, but I hate to say it, I have to put my shields up and close myself off, damage control.

[Sparky79]

@Bunniekins Sorry, I haven't asked how you day was? how did the talk go with the eldest?

[Sparky79]

@Bunniekins I hope you had a good Saturday

[Bunniekins]

@Sparky79   hey Sparky79 pushing eldest out of the nest gently.  it is testing me.  am making life uncomfortable here financially so he will hopefully make the decision himself and move out with gf.  how are you?  heard this song for the first time in ages and thought of you https://youtu.be/twCZQWTZxDM?si=S8XxKV4gInhGZW2O

[Sparky79]

@Bunniekins stay strong, I know how much kids can push boundaries, especially if they're stubborn. I'm proud of you for having the strength to have that difficult convo with him.

I'm currebtly at the eye and ear hospital, they've just taken pictures of the back of my eye after a little mishap with the laser engraver yesterday arvo.

This scene from the simpsons is what I thought of when I saw my eyes after they put the drops in!

 

[Bunniekins]

@Sparky79    is it the one with mr burns??  i hope you are okay.   you have to take better care of yourself.

[Sparky79]

@Bunniekins I'm praying the damage isn't permanent! I'm so an4l about protective gear, I was picking a bag up from the floor in front of the laser engraver and as I lifted my goggles fell off whilst the laser was running.

So now it's like there's something in front of the lower part of my right eye, it alternates between a black mist and a white light.

[Bunniekins]

@Sparky79   try not to worry about it now it may be a temporary thing.  

[Sparky79]

@Bunniekins thanks, yeah I'm not too worried, it's more annoying than anything, if it is permanent I can live with it, I wouldn't be happy but what can I do?