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So today I will email my boss about the meeting I had yesterday. I am slightly relunctant to say I won't be extending to full time because it means putting in extra effort to find something new and different. But I think that's exactly what I need at this point. If I took full time then I'd be doing something I never "wanted" to do in the first place anyway. This job came about when I needed one. Not because I wanted it. The extra two days of time off during the week as well as weekends means I can spend it applying, studying and writing. Well ? That's exactly what starts today.

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I have come to terms with a lot it would seem. I am 27 now - I was younger when I made this exact thread. Maybe some time soon I can go back to the start and read it through.

My current job is one that I took when I needed it. That's all. I was never keen on it. I was never passionate about it. I was never focused on it. It was SOMETHING. Here I am now and I am keen to leave. Well then that's a sign isn't it? It's a sign it was never for me. Never something I could see myself doing. There is no advancement. There is no progression. I have been there long enough.

Now comes new territory - applying for stuff and going to interviews. Onwards I go I guess.

Today I will be sending my boss an email to tell him I'm not extending my hours and my time with work. I won't say I will leave because I haven't something to leave to. But I have aims and goals that do not lie in this current line of work. Time to move on I say.

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Idk. Might just be 2 hours of cam chat board games. Could be okay later. Feel a bit isolated stuck at home. Have to postpone my plans for office chair and money deposit. Can maybe do some mosaic. Will read now.
Had a decent feed which has helped brighten me up

Just taking inventory too

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