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20-03-2017 04:57 PM
20-03-2017 04:57 PM
Still effing here!
I'M NOT HAPPY ABOUT THIS!!! I'm living and everyone is or would be happy about it if they knew how close I came to ending it, but nothing has changed for me. I'm still in the hell hole I was in before. I'm sick of living for others...sick of being me. Sick of being a fulltime carer, sick of taking all the responsibility but none of the rights and doing it all with no help or money. Sick of the poverty and the politicians.
Damn!!! Going to do some more housework. I can't stop cause I start thinking and then I want to hurt myself.
Did I mention how p'd off I am that I am still here! 😠😠😠
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20-03-2017 09:21 PM
20-03-2017 09:21 PM
Re: Still effing here!
I would never have believed that I would recover to this degree because it was blatantly obvious that I had no future! Guess I was wrong. .... 🎶
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20-03-2017 09:36 PM
20-03-2017 09:36 PM
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21-03-2017 04:21 AM
21-03-2017 04:21 AM
Re: Still effing here!
@Atalanta, you need a break, some respite, urgently. Someone on the 'carers' side of the forums might have dome good tips for you. Feeling 'trapped' is awful. Try at least to take an hour or two time to yourself twice a day if possible, or little 'me' breaks throughout. Sorry you're going through this. xox
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21-03-2017 07:02 PM
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21-03-2017 07:04 PM
21-03-2017 07:04 PM
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Really happy for you. I wish the same for all of us. 🍸 Here's to you.
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21-03-2017 07:06 PM
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