@Anastasia
Been very ill which just got me to the point where I couldn't be bothered anymore. I'm.still ill. I haven't really been talking much at all. I just lost interest. I really just had enough of people not listening to me when I did speak. It was do incredibly draining. More often that not I just didn't want to engage or respond any further when anyone wasn't listening to me.
This was and is most of the time. I put up with that enough from my ex. People already have thoughts going on in their head when I'm talking to them, so therefore I'm not really being heard.
I also got tired of asking about something and people saying oh I really don't know. It was grating on my nerves. I'm also going through a major life change. I do not know of it is because I'm 41 now. Is it hormonal, spiritual, an overhaul, I do not know. I have not spoken about it because as I said I'm tired of talking, trying to get somewhere and no one is truly listening.
I had this deep frustration and anxiety as there would be three to four days where I would be completely ignored every day and all day. Experience that throughout a year on and off. It changed you.
So, I just absolutely had a whole lot ENOUGH and I quit. Just shit off and shut down.
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