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@DownMoreThanUp it all depends on the mood. While feeling down, I am more likely to believe the lies I tell myself. But when I am feeling good and positive, I know they are crap and won't even take notice of the lies.
If only my medication would do the job it is supposed to do. I would be in a much better place, more often.
@Bunniekins Absolutely men like him remind us people can be very wicked spreading lies and then believing them. He sure reflects today's society. Lies ruling galore with a lot of people full on believing them.
i hope it he not trigger you in a bad way?
@DownMoreThanUp no I don't have bi-polar. Just major depression. I was on an antidepressant that made me feel the best that I have ever felt in over 20 years. And then in May, for whatever reason, the drug was discontinued. The pharmacist just started putting the generic brand in my webster pack, without telling me. It wasn't until I was feeling so sad, that I no longer could be bothered opening up my coin packages and they were sitting there for a month, that I realised that something was majorly wrong.
I spoke to my pharmacist, and he said that rather than change my medication and have to go through the tapering process, I can just try a different generic brand and see if it works. Well, the 2nd one is way better than the 1st one, but it is nowhere near as good as the branded medication. So currently I am waiting for my next doctor's appointment, so I can get her to write another referral to a psychiatrist to be seen for a medication review.
