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[outlander]

@Faith-and-Hope thanks for being here to ❣ are you ok? I know things are tough for you too

[Faith-and-Hope]

I am back at uni @outlander, so things will settle back into a bit of a routine again, and help me recover from this weekend.  It certainly helped today,  aftera wobbly back-washy sort of start ..... as did chatting with a baby dragon for a while, and doung some cooking in a kitchen not crowded with boxes.

I am getting dozy now, so might say goodnight ..... 💤

[outlander]

Goodnight @Faith-and-Hope
Im really glad uni and your art is helpful too.
Just have to keep swimming hey
🐟🐠🐬

[Sans911]

Are you ok lil Sis @outlander?

[outlander]

I dont really know sis  @Sans911 i feel weird.. but i dont want to have to keep asking for help

[Sans911]

If you want to talk or need help I'm here for you @outlander. There's no limit on asking for help.

[outlander]

Thank you @Sans911
I dont really know how to describe it. Just everything hurts. Its like everything is stored inside and so many emotions are just so full on. I can feel tears forming but they are stuck and yet i feel numb at times too. Its really hard to breathe and manage them all. Its a mix of the past few days and also my op is coming up only 14 days away so all those emotions are there too.
I had to take pop to the drs but i just couldnt go in, i gave him a list for him to speak to the dr about. Thankfully his gp knows everything so a list and paper with anything that needs to be done ie increase/decrease meds etc she will write it down for me.
I just feel like going to bed and staying there. I dont want to deal with everything. Pop is exhausting me and i have the kids till about 530 today as well.
I dont know if any of this makes sense..

[Sans911]

Everything makes perfect sense lil Sis @outlander. It sounds really unbearable and overwhelming. I don't have any answers or words to make you feel better. But I can offer gentle hugs and sitting with you gently stroking your hand. Hugs and love from me to you sweetie 💕💕💕💕💕💕

[outlander]

Thanks sis. Hugs and you sitting with me helps. Never underestimate that
@Sans911 💕💜
I was suppose to be cleaning up today but i havent done much more then 2 loads of washing. It really is overwhelming to do anything today.