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Our stories
Your counsellor, as usual, is very right and wise also @Maggie. It doesn't matter what people who don't know us think, though as you said it still isn't easy. I guess one of my issues is that people who know me either now or perhaps will one day, will and do judge. Judgements suck and I feel very strongly about challenging them though it can seem like justifying myself particularly in this situation. My brain can snap and pop and fizzle a bit with it all 😏
Those feelings of not being able to defwnd yourself aren't fun and what happened to you and the fall out of it all isn't fair 🙁
I felt horrible watching kid behave that way last night. Lots of ultra competitive and aggressive stuff. It was like watching rooster fighting (I am thinking the forum will filter the word I want to use instead of rooster so I won't even try). They have a lot to learn and it appears they will learn it the very hard way. I questioned where I've gone wrong as a parent a lot last night. Part of it is probably developmentally appropriate but it didn't make it OK. Club sport is a great way to learn OK and not I guess though but it took everything I had in me not to march onto the pitch, take the little off the ground and make them sit out until they could play nicely again :face_with_rolling_eyes:
Love the snippets we get of foster daughter ❤ (though sorry to hear she nearly finished you off). They really can and do push you.
Love for the tricky and confused. Perhaps it's a splattered colour kind of day, like an artist palette 🎨
I found a mug in a shop yesterday and thought of you. I took photos to show you but my camera is smashed so they didn't turn out well. I just hunted for them online and found them though.
I think I'll go back and pick one up one day, even if it's just to sit on our window sill with some other odd things
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